what is even going on with this forum? i literally just came here to find an outdoor hiking trail to escape into the woods for some peace and quiet, but the whole board is just spam bots posting about FIFA game coins and a bunch of russian replies i can't even read. did the mods just completely abandon this place?
whatever, my brain is honestly in the exact same state of total paralysis as this forum right now anyway.
i've been staring at the html code for our company's garbage e-commerce backend for almost 10 hours today. that finitless POS sync system is absolutely toxic. every single time i finish formatting the descriptions for the newly listed athletic apparel and hit save, it just gives me an endless loading screen, crashes, and then completely wipes everything i worked so hard on. when i close my eyes all i see is red server error text.
but the thing that's actually making me lose my mind is my car. i dropped it off at carwrapprofessional on june 16th for a vinyl wrap. guys, it is july 7th! three full weeks! does it take three weeks to wrap a car?! they are straight up ignoring my messages and playing dead now. should i literally just call the cops and report it stolen at this point?
because i don't have my car, tomorrow morning i have to carry almost 30 pounds of dry cat food onto a crowded early morning bus for the feral cat warriors drop-off feeding. just thinking about lugging that giant plastic bag onto the bus makes my spine feel like it's already snapped in half.
i was too angry to sleep earlier so i closed all my work tabs and just started mindlessly clicking around the internet to distract myself, and
https://www.lionsplayershop.us/SHOP-BY-TEAM-C-340/Indianapolis-Colts-Apparels-C-375/Adetomiwa-Adebawore-Colts-Jersey-C-2176. the most absurd part is the url is literally called 'lions player shop' but they're selling indianapolis colts stuff inside? is the internet algorithm just as completely broken as i am today? i don't even watch american football, and i don't know who this player is, but staring at that blue jersey at 2 am i actually considered buying it for a split second just to vent my frustration.
i can't do this anymore, i need to shut down my computer and go lie flat immediately before i have to go fight for my life on the morning bus.